My Life In A Blur : (

For more than two months I have been sick, very sick. Now I am feeling much better. At first I didn't understand what's wrong with me. I just felt dizzy all the time. It was just like i was walking in a blurry vision. I didn't go to see a doctor, hoping that my sickness will correct itself. But when it kept getting worse, I called my cousin who's a doctor, he sent me to a hospital for a checkup. It turned out physically I was ok. My blood pressure was not high and my heart rate was normal. My cousin told me to eat more ,sleep more and excercise more. Still the dizziness persisted. I dared not go out, I often stayed in my room and felt very very depressed. Then one day I called another cousin who's also a doctor, I told her my problems. I asked her if I should check myself in a mental hospital. I really thought I had turned nutty. My cousin said I sounded normal. Maybe we should try to figure out what'a wrong with me physically first before moving to mental problems. She then remembered that her husband, also a doctor, once had this kind of dizziness which was resulted from spending too much time playing online games. Bingo! then I knew what's wrong with me. I spent nearly3/4 of my 24 hours in front of my computer, playing games, chatting, tweetering, facebooking, blogging, youtubing, shopping, reading, etc. Hence, my perpetual dizziness. That, combined with my panic attack had made my life teriible for months! All of my cousin doctors said I shouldn't spend more than 30 mins online. It's quite hard to do but I decided to follow their advice and slowly, I was cured. Maybe not that cured, I am still not my pre-dizziness self, but a lesson's learnt, in a super hard way!

These are the drawings I did when I felt very down, very sad and very depressed. : )